Saturday, February 13, 2010

Heartbreaks and Marm-Hath of Heart

Yes, this post will be filled with those moments of life when you had the feeling of "WHY ME?" and "Thank god She is with me!!!!". This blog has been waiting for so long to be on the Internet may be was just waiting for that trigger moment and I got yest, went to watch the new release of this week LAK nothing much to talk about the movie but there are some visuals which take you back to things which you have done in your life.

Many of us are lucky enough to have gone through that phase of our life when we did not get the person whom we so dearly wanted at that time, even i went through that phase to be precise year of 2007 and till the October 2008 had couple of affairs during that heart break session but nothing materialized to be a part of my life for long. More than the sense of losing that person it was more of someone else getting what i always wished for {was that jealously} i really don't know may be it was that age of mine when u wanted everything u thought of.... good for her that i am not a part of her life, as now when i think about it it was not much of love but more of having a girl to be called as mine. But as the say you should not have any regrets in life so no regrets in that relationship only learned those finer things which helped in my present one.

Which brings me to "L" many of you will know who it is, whom i met through the so called not so hip social networking site who said so, because i give a damm to all those people who think and also a damm to all of them who think meeting a person through chats, networking site don't go a long way. Its been almost an year and it is going very strong when compared to my track record of previous relations the best thing about her i feel is how she has blend herself with my friends.

Yes we have gone through those awkward moments ...
# Meeting her for the first time after those hundreds of scraps and hours of talk time on phone,

# The first kiss which I am sure is the most awkward moment just can't figure out what will be the persons reaction after eyes open after we kiss and then that smile on her face just brings down all the blood from your face...

# Checking out other girls when go out for lunch or dinner and the look she gives after i turn back to her brings a smile to my face now when i think about it.

This would go on and on giving every detail of the time we had together now when i look back at my life, i think it was worth whatever happened till now for what i have now "L", my friends all u guyz and that few people in family. OK, this is enough for this post I know it must be getting quite long for you but just could not resist writing all this... Guy z please give me more inputs on what u would like to hear from me.


P:S Marm-Math = Repair in Urdu for those who did not get it.

Let love live on.........

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